As someone who can't tell what he's going to do five minutes before zero hour, I think about the future a lot. I talk about the future a lot. While I consider myself three parts idealist and one part realist, I tend to have the delusion that something I have now will last forever. I think that is why I blew all my money and didn't know it until it was too late, it seemed infinite. When I look at life, though, things don't quite seem so simple to me. Spending $29K is easy until you're stuck selling your DVD player to pay the electric bill but life seems more like rolling down a mountain blindfolded; You know you've moving, you know there's no